BJ : Then I let her wash me , her hands on my body. This was taking a lot of self discipline.
When we stood the showers came on and rinsed our bodies. I carried her to the bed and made love to her.
For some reason I felt I had to be careful with her, that she might break if I wasn't . I loved kissing her.

Mer: He washed me, and talked about himself, and then I took my turn washing him, and I talked about myself, I felt much more comfortable now than I had earlier. He carried me to the bed, and we made love. I had actually opened up to someone, and it felt good.

BJ : When we were done, I let her lie there on top of me . I enjoyed the feel of her weight on me and I drank in the smell of her. For right now,I felt that I never wanted to move.