Ell: Well, it certainly has been an interesting day! The police informed me that my husband , Even , was found dead of an apparent heart attack, he had been dead for at least a week. Then of course the questions. I bought myself a bottle of champagn and headed back to the apartment . I took off my dress and slip . I stood there in my stockings, garder belt , Bra and my 3inch heels , looking at myself in the mirror,posing this way and that. I looked good , I decided .
Until Rudy I hadn't realized how much of life I was missing. How dead to my own feelings I had been.