BJ: I sat and waited for Mercedes and wondered if women felt this weird waiting for men to pick them up. You just had too much time to worry about whether you were dressed right and if you looked good enough . Hair, nails , breath and whatever. Skyler, will you be here when I get back ? I walked to the open door way. Skyler was asleep. She was beautiful even now. I thought about Mercedes, beautiful I whispered. I saw her drive up and wondered if I should have her come in and decided not to .