Thursday, March 04, 2004

No date: Dear Angel, I suppose that I need to grow up, and get over the fact that I Claudia Chandler will be alone for a very long time. At least until I can understand what the reasons were for some Spiritual force,in turning Penny and myself into freaks. Not only were we way too intelligent as humans, but there is no history of cereton in our family. Will someone please explain what I am supposed to do with all the time I have left, my dreams are pretty much shattered now and things have changed so much.
Penny will not leave me alone, she can't make her own decisions and it bothers me that I didn't notice things sooner. She used to be the big social light, who didn't need me to go everywhere with her, and me! I was so focused, and in such a rush to get everything I wanted out of life but, who am I kidding? Movies are going out of style and hollidecks are moving in . I don't want to live that long.

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