2399 Jan. I can't believe the nerve of that woman, she sells the Whale to me; she's gone for forever; when she finally does show up she tells me she loves me, and then goes off and sleeps with someone else! Not only does she sleep with another man, she is talking about sleeping with all the men! I banned her. I suppose she didn't break any rules, just seems as though she enjoys breaking me. Matt's up here telling me they're getting married, and she's fucking every guy in sight once again, I had thought that maybe Marijuana had been right, and she just needed to grow up a little, but she's still the same. I love her, I let her do what she wants, and I'm done with it, either she accepts the diamond ring, or I forget about her; try to anyways, may have to sell this living tribute to her, It's getting to be painful.

I started a rumor that I may be selling the Whale, hoping that it would bring her back. Come to find out she snuck onto my ship, posing as a senator. I sent one of the girls to see her, figured she was gonna play senator, I was gonna help her. I stood outside the door and waited; I had sent a note in, telling her that I knew she was there, and that if she was going to continue to screw other men on my ship she could leave.