2391 Marijuana: I'm sorry grandma, I should have listened to you. If you were here, you'd listen to me... know just what to say to make it better.

I looked up and saw Eagle, I hadn't realized that he had even heard any of it... No, you never did treat me like a whore, and you do listen, and I hate not being able to shut up when I should. Grandma would have told me long ago how stupid I was being. Here it is Eagle, it's all out now. I'm taking a shower. I left the box and it's contents where they were, It didn't matter if he knew, I loved him, and I felt like my heart had been ripped out a million times already. There was a small photo of Garin, and another of Eagle. I had made a note on the backs of them, though it couldn't be read anymore. Mom's picture, it was me and her just the two of us, playing in the yard...there were a lot of things in that small box, and he was the first to see them after me. The shower I needed badly....When I got out, I put my robe on, not bothering to tie it up, it wasn't like I had an actual bedroom here. I went to my closet, and found something to wear.