2391 Eagle :
When Marijuana came over the other day and Was on the phone with her mom, I just couldn't believe what she was saying but, hey, her business right. She looked beautiful, she always did. Then later Char called. I knew Marijuana didn't want her to know she was here so I just pretended she wasn't. Not an easy thing for me. She was coming and I knew it. I gave Marijuana the chance to rebuff me. I thought I was acting way over the top. But I guess I went over board and well. When Char came I let her in. No sense in hiding, I would face the music. Char was different now, somehow and I realized that she was a mother, not just the person I always saw her as. I felt strange. After her mom left she wanted sex. I let her lead me into my bedroom. I am a sap.
I could feel her pulling away, inside herself and I knew she was about to leave me. So I tried to make it easy for her the next time I saw her. Eagle the phony!