Kenyon-after death-What did I do with my life. I lived so long, seen only businesses and unimportant things last in my life. While I was alive, I knew so many beautiful men. There was Mike, the first I cared for, I watched him blow up in a car, and so many years later, there he was again. And in that same day, I lost my parents, and almost my life. I loved Chase, he was a pastor at the church, probably the most noble man I loved. I don't remember now what happened between us. I recall his leather pants, and his smile. Chase made me so happy, and so many others as well. There was Tony, who I also loved dearly.. that was before Chase. We had gone to see my grandfather Jesus in Mexico with my parents, and grandfather tried to force us to get married while we were there. My marriage to Trevor ended over his refusal to accept the person his neice loved, and he turned his back on her. With a family like that, who needs enemies. Sure, there were more men; heck, looking back on it, they were a dime a dozen; not that I thought about it while I was alive.