Ell: I saw Rudy sitting a little apart form the group and went over to commiserate with about the difficulties of agents . So, how is the planning going . Career that is, not wedding. Smoother than mine I hope . Is Char going to take that part of rich woman turned street person? Then I waited.

Rudy: Well, not sure. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do. Char fired, me so I don't know what she's doing work-wise...

Ell: Fired you, is there something wrong with her, she couldn't be in better hands! Unless, of course they were mine. Would you like to work with me? I could actually use some GOOD help. What do you say?

Rudy: Sorry Ell, it's been a long time coming this has, and I think once I get used to it, I'll remember what it was that I wanted to do so badly before!

Ell : Ok Rudy I'll take no for the answer. By the way. I think you used to write, that might not be what you want to do . I used to like it very much. I did what I will never be able to do again. I kissed him, quickly on the lips and left. Oh, it was just a light easy kiss, nothing dramatic . Nothing that would upset Char or Rudy or my husband. I didn't think, that was the problem , I hadn't thought, I had just done it. What was wrong with me?