2391 Chardonnay:

Rudy how can you be so calm about this damn it. Why aren't you angry ! I would like to fry his nuts! Do you realize that I am only two years older than him . I just want to scream Rudy I... My tears just kept flowing down my face and I don't think the shoot went well and I know I looked like hell! I'd take a long hard drink if I thought I would ever be able to stop ! I just keep wondering if her childhood was really that bad . Rudy , were we such awful parents , are we ? How can we give him our baby? I can't do this I have some f ing appearance to make. I couldn't handle it. I ran away from Rudy and what he was saying . I closed myself in the toilet and cried some more .